Jul 22 2009
Girls: My Current Opinion
At this point in time I have no real desire to have a girlfriend. I am 19 and in college, living in an apartment off campus. I do not want a girlfriend because I do not want to be tied down by anybody. I know some of you might think that a girlfriend doesn’t tie you down but in my opinion, it inevitably does, even if you do not realize it.
When I go out to parties I want to be able to talk to girls in any way that I please without ever feeling guilty that I am flirting. I like flirting with girls, and I think that this is because I have realized that, to me at least, the thrill of the hunt is in the chase. When you want a girl she always looks so much more appealing when your not dating her. However I have found myself to realize that once the girl is my girlfriend I find the relationship to be much more work and effort than I really want. And I do not.
However I sometimes find myself wanting somebody, a girlfriend to be specific, to just lie with at night and talk to for a bit or even just go to sleep with. I do not want to have to answer to them or feel guilty for flirting with girls but I want a girl like that some nights, somebody to snuggle with and somebody to sleep next to. I find myself looking at girls that I could easily get to date me however I know I do not want to actually be in a relationship with them and if I was I doubt I would lie down at night and talk to them or tell them my feelings. I would probably just have gratuitous sex with them and then fall asleep after.
More to come I suppose. I am just done writing for now.
